Or Should I Say

Posted Leave a commentPosted in General Life thoughts

It’s one of those nights, or should I say mornings, when I’m wired and can’t get to sleep, or should I say, don’t want to sleep.  It’s 4:06 a.m. and I’m still just hanging around in my studio, or should I say office, art gallery, craft, music, and everything else under the sun room. I […]

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I Lie to Myself

Posted Leave a commentPosted in Additional Complications, General Life thoughts, MS and its effect, Multiple Sclerosis, Other Complications, pain

The month of May, where someone somewhere decided that parents should be singled out and praised, is the month I hate the most for that very reason.  Because I was curious as to how Mother’s Day started, I decided to Google it and found this interesting article about it.  Click on Mother’s Day. As you […]

How Ridiculous

Posted Leave a commentPosted in Loneliness, MS and its effect, Other Complications

Tomorrow I am having some heart tests done.  I am going to see my cardiopulmonary doctors.  It is absolutely ridiculous that I feel a sense of looking forward to it.  Isn’t it?  Am I out of my mind?  Who looks forward to seeing doctors as though it’s a social event? Perhaps I should feel sad […]

It Can Get Very Dark

Posted Leave a commentPosted in Additional Complications, Loneliness, MS and its effect, Other Complications, Remitting/Relapsing MS, Support and MS

I’m sitting here at 7:04 pm alone.  My husband is at work. We want to retire, but we can’t just yet.  Medical issues thwart us at every conceivable corner and our life is no longer controlled by us but by whatever comes next after a visit to one or another Doctor’s office. For instance.  We […]

Wet Noodle

Posted Leave a commentPosted in Heat intolerance, Multiple Sclerosis

Summer is nearly upon us and the dreaded fear of heat leaves me cold. One of Multiple Sclerosis’s enemies is heat intolerance.  It’s as though we have a thermostat inside of us that has gone out of whack.  When the thermostat approaches within shooting distance of a certain degree of heat, different for each one […]

Please Release Me!

Posted Leave a commentPosted in Additional Complications, Heat intolerance, MS and its effect, Multiple Sclerosis & Surgeries, Other Complications, pain

Hello dear readers, I’ve been wearing a brace around my neck for the last three months.  Prior to this, I wore a different brace from different doctors.  You see, I have had three major surgeries from January 2018 through January 2019.  It’s been a miserable year.  One of my surgeries was 9 hours long with […]