Today was spent quietly hiding away from the outdoors with a heat index 105. Heat intolerance in Multiple Sclerosis is well known.
The shot to my L5-S1 vertebrae nerves mostly helped, until recently. The sensation is creeping back. Every day, I notice the pain.
The surgery on my neck mostly worked. However, now I’m having issues with my neck again.
The pain level between all of these issues is at about 6-8. This is better than a few weeks ago!
How can I run away from myself? How can I shed the skin, musculature, and everything else, except the heart? The heart is a good one with a great love of humanity regardless of whether humanity is good to it.
I sit here showered and clean and I should be feeling good? Unfortunately no.
Five minutes, five minutes at a time.