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How Ridiculous

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Tomorrow I am having some heart tests done.  I am going to see my cardiopulmonary doctors.  It is absolutely ridiculous that I feel a sense of looking forward to it.  Isn’t it?  Am I out of my mind?  Who looks forward to seeing doctors as though it’s a social event?

Perhaps I should feel sad about this?  I don’t.  However, I do feel a sense of pique over it.  I’m irritated over the irrational state of it all, the closet that I live in that has me excited over doctor visits.  The seclusion of my daily life that mirrors the seclusion of my brain, some forced on me and some chosen by me.

Oh well, may as well continue to enjoy this ridiculous situation I find myself in.  There may come a day, someday soon, where I won’t even recognize how ridiculous my life is.

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Magdalena Obert
Magdalena Obert
I am a musician/composer who has traveled around the country as a freelance musician. I live and breathe music. I was struck down by MS (Multiple Sclerosis), and my life changed dramatically. I continue to write and compose music but I do it from home. One day, I came across a web site and saw candlesticks on a chart. I was curious about them because they looked rather like musical notes to me. I clicked on the site, which took me to Forex.com. I read a bit about it and learned that trading was a method of making an income, so I downloaded a demo. I didn't do anything with the demo account for a long time. I did watch the charts daily and learned how to use the platform. Mostly, I was intrigued by the movements of the candlesticks. They fascinated me. I began to get the urge to trade, so I started playing with the demo. I then came across a system I wanted to try, which I did using the demo account. The rest is history. I fell in love with trading. There is something musical about it. In particular, you never know what it is going to do next, which is oftentimes true in music. You think you know the next logical progression of a new piece of music and you anticipate it, but oftentimes, it surprises you and goes along a different path. Sound familiar? I'm a trader now, newbie for 7 years, but a trader.

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