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Lonely

lonely2There are days that I hate.  Today is one of them.

What makes certain days intolerable in my life with Multiple Sclerosis?  It’s a day where I’ve gotten up, showered and dressed, put on makeup and did my hair, and when done; I have nowhere to go and nothing to do.

It’s so hot!  I’ve already talked about heat intolerance, but that’s not what this is about.  This is about, almost without thought, the awakening of my spirit to the outside world and wanting to be a part of it.  I get up and do what any normal person would do–get ready for the day.  The problem is, there is no day waiting for me.

I’ve gone about my day doing daily tasks, taking care of the dogs, and working on my computer.  I fell asleep during my lunch, woke up then finished my lunch.

I went into my office to check on a trade that I had placed in Forex earlier in the day and saw that it was in a sideways movement, not going anywhere, so I closed the trade down with pennies for profit.  I too am going sideways, going nowhere.

The high point of my day was when the mailman brought a box to my door from Amazon.com.

I’m not sad.  I’m frustrated and bored.  I’m also lonely.

I’m very lonely.lonely

 

 

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Magdalena Obert

I am a musician/composer who has traveled around the country as a freelance musician. I live and breathe music. I was struck down by MS (Multiple Sclerosis), and my life changed dramatically. I continue to write and compose music but I do it from home. One day, I came across a web site and saw candlesticks on a chart. I was curious about them because they looked rather like musical notes to me. I clicked on the site, which took me to Forex.com. I read a bit about it and learned that trading was a method of making an income, so I downloaded a demo. I didn't do anything with the demo account for a long time. I did watch the charts daily and learned how to use the platform. Mostly, I was intrigued by the movements of the candlesticks. They fascinated me. I began to get the urge to trade, so I started playing with the demo. I then came across a system I wanted to try, which I did using the demo account. The rest is history. I fell in love with trading. There is something musical about it. In particular, you never know what it is going to do next, which is oftentimes true in music. You think you know the next logical progression of a new piece of music and you anticipate it, but oftentimes, it surprises you and goes along a different path. Sound familiar? I'm a trader now, newbie for 7 years, but a trader.

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