I came to the realization today that I’ve had an utterly unproductive week this past week. I didn’t write, I didn’t produce any music, and I barely looked at my oil painting that I’m working on. What gives?
I was caught up with trading this week. A lot happening there. We received some worrisome family news. Something to worry about there and continues to be worrisome. Still these things don’t explain it.
Wait a minute. I have been doing some gardening. I can at least say that. What little I can do. Come to think of it, perhaps I know what this is about.
Okay so we all know I have Multiple Sclerosis however I have several other problems to keep my MS company. MS doesn’t like to hang around by itself, or so it seems for me. My MS likes company to keep it warm and fuzzy at night.
I don’t want this blog to be about aches and pains and focusing on the negatives, but what can I say, there is nothing positive about having a shadow of MS hanging around all the time, 24/7. You want to run away from it, from your body but true to form, MS wanting companionship would more than likely chase after me.
Yep, I’m not feeling well. There’s more to it than that and it’s nothing to do with MS so I won’t go into the details of it here. However, it does exacerbate the overall health of an MS patient who is already beleaguered with a myriad of symptoms with no relief in sight. When something else comes along to join the party, everyone is having fun except me.
That’s what it is!